A Friend in Need

I have a confession.

The years of loneliness are my own doing. How sad is that, but so true. I invested my time wrong. I should have called you, I should have made an effort. I should have said no to the situations that clearly did not benefit me. And yet blinded by my own intentions I lost site of my own values. What a funny word, values.

It will take time, but I will make you:
1. Think it's nice to spend time with me
2. Remember why we were friends
3. Trust that I'm not just going to vanish again (just because I suddenly moved abroad) (or date a guy) (or have a social life)
4. Want to be friends with me again

So beware. I might just call you. Or you can help me out by calling me (if I would get a pennie every time someone Skypes with me on loudspeaker while snuggling with their boyfriend...) (Was I like that really?)

Just do it. I will want to talk to you none the less. Maybe I'll even get to know your boyfriend.

Good night for all you naughty people